Sleepy

Feeling sleepy but unable to sleep.

Tummy feels weird. Not exactly aching but discomfort. Hmmm.

Time to tell my tummy to stop causing problem and brain to shut down. Sleep time.

SCREAM

I wanna JERIT (scream)!!

Arrggghhh.

JERITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!

Too much things in my blardy brain. I wanna delete them. Why isn't there a delete button?

Happy songs are not helping at all.

Can you be like that?

Is it possible?

Wonder.

You know sometimes when a person advise you on certain stuffs, it doesn't leave you any impact in your brain.

But when a certain person gives the advise, oh man, suddenly you feel it's time to do it and take action.

Why is that so? I have no idea. Maybe the person meant something or it could be solely due to the time and moment the advise was give.

It's time to do it and not prolong it much further. No regrets.

Good girl gone bad.

Is it easy for a good girl to go bad?

Is it possible once a good girl gone bad, there is not turning back??

Am listening to Rihanna's song. Good girls gone bad. A sad song.

I just wish some people can just stop talking.

Stop making situation worst.

Stop giving pressure.

Stop pretending.

Stop comparing.

Stop everything!!

JUST FUCKING STOP IT!! (dont bother asking)

Big D

When you thought the people you know for some period of time, you could treat them like friends as you have been spending most of your time with them.

Eg: working or studying. When working or studying, you are very likely to spend at least 6-8 hours of your day with them. Right?

Unfortunately, not everyone treats you like a friend eventhough time spent together is that much. Likely they just treat you as colleagues or uni mates or school mates. Nothing more than. Period.

I just got knock with the above fact. Feeling really silly and disappointed.

Not the first time when this happened to me. Maybe I just need to get knock a few times before the fact got into me. I had most likely pass the first knock without realise. Thinking it's nothing major. But after a few incidents, it got into me.

A real big D for me.

I guess it is always better to just put a line there. Don't cross it.

Or maybe I'm just not the same wave length with them. I think that is likely the fact.

Just need to put a mask when with these people. Or the best solution, remain before the line. Then no Big D awaits you.

Realise

I just realise I'm afraid of many things.

From a tiny flying cockroach to height phobia.

I'm afraid of floating in the sea. As I'm unable to touch the ground.

I'm afraid unable to foresee the future. Duh! That's why it's known as future.

I'm afraid of exams.

I'm afraid of failing and disappointing other people but not myself. It's like I'm living my life for the sake of others.

I'm afraid I'll turn into a selfish and materialistic bitch.

I'm afraid being alone even though on surface I've many friends.

I'm realise I don't like complicated relationships but it's part of the parcel.

I want to share but currently I'm unable to find the person to tell the whole thing. I want to be able to put my real face. Unfortunately that can't be done. I think the only time I'm able to let out the real me is when I'm alone and surrounded by strangers. That's when you don't care about the strangers judgment.

I'm a two-face human.

Round and bright

The moon is pretty huge, round and bright. Looks gorgeous. Even the morning sky was really beautiful today. Right now the air is really hot and stagnant.

I'm currently back at hometown. Using my younger bro's laptop. My 2nd's sis's pc had 'mati' a few months ago. Celcom broadband connection is pretty slow. Loading a page takes forever. *Sigh*

The only thing that is running to my mind is: IT IS BLOODY HOT!! It's draining away my energy.

Made me not in the mood to study and read my book for my coming exam. Hmmm. So screw. Still have 3 more chapters to read.

Been falling asleep on the sofa in the morning and after lunch. Hehehe... Best medicine is to read a boring book and soon will lead you to la la land. I'm actually feeling sleeping now too. Damn. I can't be sleeping off my weekend.

Yeah Monday is a off for me. Took leave to be a good girl to study for my exam. Can't be a lazy bum.

So call Merry Christmas

Yeah Merry Christmas to all of you!

I don't have the Merry Christmas spirit at all. WHY? I freakingly have to work today without any special rate or a replacement leave!! WTF! I have so much anger in me! I so feel like screaming at people now! Another thing is I have to work on Monday when most of the people is taking a long nice weekend holiday till Monday! Monday is a PUBLIC holiday too!!! WTF man!! ARGHHHH!!

Need to get back to work!! ARGGGHHHH!!

Me Needs A Bag!

Christmas is around the corner! Yipee! But not so yipee coz I've been searching high and low for a very special bag! A bag of my DREAM!

I've asked a long Mr White Rabbit to come along with me to hunt for my favourite bag. Before that let me introduce my very special Mr White Rabbit.Ain't he good looking? He suggested to ask good old Santa. But I was wondering where to find Santa during this peak season. Mr White Rabbit told me not to worry has he knows where to find Santa.Hmmm...when I saw Santa, I was very surprised. He is one VERY LONG LEGGED Santa. Reminds me of Daddy Long Legs the cartoon. There is a very cute tiny snowman hanging around his leg. I asked Santa: 'Oh Mr Santa! Can you please tell me where to look for my dream bag?' Mr Santa said: 'HO HO HO! Merry Christmas my dear little girl! A dream bag? Have you been a good girl lately? I paused for awhile. Good girl? Why must he asked that? How how!? Am I going to lose my dream bag if I said no? I replied timidly: 'Yes, sir.' I guess Santa was pretty kind and asked me to go under the Christmas and looked for a tag with my name on it. In there I'll find mydream bag. I was SUPER exicted and dashed towards the huge Christmas tree.
I was so excited and kept searching for my name but after an hour of looking under the tree I was starting to feel tired and upset. Mr White Rabbit was pretty upset too.

We went back to Santa to find him but he had disappeared along with the snowman. Mr White Rabbit told me he knows another Santa. I was getting skeptical. How many Santas are there in this world? I followed him to find the next Santa.

This Santa seriously looked more like the Santa we all knew since young. He was roundish and chubby with short legs unliked the long legged Santa.
Mr White Rabbit told him the story the Mr Santa. Santa asked us to go to the Wonderland Christmas tree and I will be able to find my dream bag. I seriously want my BAG!!This tree really looks like it popped out from Alice in the Wonderland during Xmas time. Suddenly I heard a whisper. 'PSsst! Over hear!'I turned to my right and saw this card whispering at me. I think it's the King of Heart. The King of Heart told me to jot this very special instruction down! I immediately wrote it and dash back home with Mr White Rabbit following very closing behind and looking a little surprised.Immediately I turned on my PC and typed in the magic site. And when I saw the site I couldn't believe it with my own eyes!There it was! My dream bag! I found it! I finally FOUND my dream bag! Me solemnly swear me needs a bag from www.alicewonders.com.

How time flies!

Yeah, I'm sure everyone agrees with me.

It's November and next you know it's Christmas and New Year and it's Chinese New Year. DAMN that's freaking fast.

Have you all achieve your New Year resolution/s? Hmmm. Difficult question for me. I think I've only got one in my list. That will be getting a camera for myself.

It's almost the year end. Sales starting again on 29/11/2008. Its like sales all year round. I guess the sales doesn't affect anyone much anymore. The price doesn't differ that MUCH! Besides sales, my work load is like insane. Will be loads of overtime. Sigh!

I'm off to bed now. I know it's a SATURDAY night. Why am I sleeping so early? Answer: Woke up at 6am to get ready for work on a SATURDAY MORNING!!! I'm feeling sick too. Sigh sigh!

Lifeless feeling

I'm freaking feeling so freaking lifeless!!

I'm going to upload few pictures. It's a few beady stuffs I made which I plan to sell. Just want to share my creativity with you all. Do watch out for my creation!

Now back to lifeless-ness soon. Going to snooze soon.

Rainy rainy day

Rainy rainy day is a cold freezing day in office.

Rainy rainy day makes my tummy ache even worse.

Rainy rainy day makes me want to sleep under a comforter.

Rainy rainy day makes me lazy bum!

p/s: I have the right to be lazy, I've been overtime for the past few weeks and this week will be the same too. Even on a Sat!!!

Ahhh...ahhhh..ahhh..cheeeewwww

I'm sure you all get what i mean. Been falling sick very easily. What happen to my immune system man!!??

I have been working overtime for this whole month. My routine starts with: Wake up about 6plus, get ready to work, reach office bout 8am, start work till 7.30pm, off work..walk to KLCC station, reaching home bout 8.30pm. Sleep about 10pm. Tah DAH!! Thats my life for this month!! INTERESTING??!!

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I'm sneezing none stop. Just caught the bug this morning. >___<

Ahhhhhh..ahhhh..chhhheeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwww!! More tissue please.

Big day tomorrow

Tomorrow is my 2nd sis's wedding!!

Been helping to clean up my eldest place. Not forget Bchan helping out like 'kuli'. We are almost done in cleaning, mopping, sweeping and scrubbing. O_o

Tonight we will be having a meeting with the important person regarding tomorrow event. Have to wake up about 6.30am. Died la. Slept 3am in, woke up at 3.30am coz heard the dog accidentally sat on his squeaky ball. Woke up again at 7am and finally woke up at 8.15am. I think my life battery for the day will be dying soon.

Back to work again. Need to tag my bracelets. Yeah, I finally finished doing my bracelets for the guests and chi muis. ^___^ Thanks to Bchan's help. Arigato!

SD busy

SUPER DUPER busy!

No time for any updates because i'm so late for my sis dateline.

Went back home last weekend and met up with my old high school friends. Don't even know when will I be seeing them again.

No time to write much. Ta!

Busy bz

Hello people!!

I’ve been like super duper freaking busy! Don’t have time to update my bloggy.

My 2nd sis have been giving me MORE bracelets to do due to she forgetting to calculated the hubby-in-laws table…SIGH!! DIE!!

So the current total of bracelets are 320…not including the bridemates bracelets. Right now I’m left with 115bracelets for the guests if I didn’t remember wrongly. Need to calculate back. DANG!!Need to rush for the deadline or else I’m so dead.

Well right now I could update my blog because the system is a bit something wrong…So we get a little break.

I'm feeling sick...

Feeling tired...

I'm can feel the fever bug getting me already...

DANG!

I want longer leave.

I was on leave today!

But no biggy man. Had to work till 12am yesterday night for the 2nd quarter closing for the company in order the company get to hit the target. Well we did hit the target.

Back to work tomorrow morning. Have to wake up early.

SIGH!

Follow me?

Been addicted to ‘Follow me now’ after my friend passes me the whole album of Alvin and the chipmunk in mp3 form. So far that was my favourite song.

However for today, when I’m listening to this song today, I didn’t feel uplifted. >__<

I feel down. Too many things blocking my happy cloud! I don’t have the strength to bring up a smile on my face.

Here is the lyric.

FOLLOW ME NOW.

(Jason)
This morning I woke up and something had changed
I felt kind of good,
And it felt kind of strange,
There's something going on here,
And maybe it's a brand new world,
Or I'm just crazy insane.

(Alvin)
So everything's different,
Well I guess that's ok,
'Cause those thoughts that used to hold me down,
Have all gone away.
I feel like I could take on the world,
So come along for the ride,
Or just get out of my way.

(Chorus; Chipmunks and Jason)
C'mon, come on,
Get out, get out,
Let's go,
Won't cha follow me?
(Let's go, won't cha follow me?)
Come on, come on,
Get out, get out,
Let's go,
Won't cha follow me?
(Let's go, won't cha follow me? )
Won't cha follow me now?
Me now, me now, me now,

(Jason)
So tell me your secrets,
And I'll sell you my soul.

(Alvin)
There's a shovel in my heart,
And it's diggin' a hole.

(Chipmunks and Jason)
The Devil and the God in my head,
Are having breakfast in my brain,
And it's driving me insane.

(Chorus)
Chipmunks vocalizing

(Jason)
(Won't cha follow me now? x3)
Let's go, won't cha follow me now?

(Chipmunks and Jason)
Won't someone follow me now?

(Male Chorus)
Won't someone follow me now!

(Chorus with backup and echoes)
Chipmunks vocalizing

(Jason)
Won't someone follow me now?


So anyone to follow me now?